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Post by Lt Lon Stadi on Dec 9, 2008 13:08:00 GMT -5
He let go of Corlisa when Ken called her, and him over. It seemed he wanted to tell something to Corlisa. He wasn't sure what but he sensed it had to do with Eric
He followed Corlisa over, her getting a glass of water for Ken and he sat back down in the chair he sat in when he was counseling Ken and waited for him to speak up
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Post by LT. Ken Miller on Dec 9, 2008 16:47:16 GMT -5
He smiled when she hug him, then he took the glass of water, and took a drink before setting it down "I saw how you looked when you came out of the Bathroom" he takes a breath "I'm so sorry I made you feel that way, and that I blamed my self for Eric's death"
He takes a drink "Eric died in my arms" he fights back his emotions "I was afraid to tell you because I blamed my self for not saving him, how could you love me when I let him die" he takes Corlisa's hand
"But Lon help me see I did all I could then comfort Eric in his finial moments, I don't know if the nightmares will stop or not....but I do know its not my fault, and you still love me" he says
"And I know I never want you to feel that way again, Forgive me for putting you through that my Love" he says as a tear runs down his face
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Post by Doctor Colisa on Dec 9, 2008 17:09:26 GMT -5
She took him in her arms and held him tightly to her. "Its ok...its ok..." Was all that she mannaged to say for a while. She cried releaved that was all he was hidding from her. "Lon's right though. I still love you, and if it is possible fall for you harder." She let him go and whipted the tears from her own face before whiping some of his away. "Just knowing that you were there for Eric when he was drawing his last this world makes me feel a bit better about his death. That he wasn't alone and surrounded by love."
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Post by Lt Lon Stadi on Dec 9, 2008 17:44:37 GMT -5
He sat there and listened as Ken finally told Corlisa that Eric died in his arms, blaming himself all this time for his death when it wasn't his fault. He was feeling a bit detached from it all, since he was a relative newcomer to the whole situation
He thought back to what he saw in the dream, what he felt. systems badly damaged, the science console exploding in Eric's face, Ken coming over to comfort him, trying to get medical help, but he felt comm's and teleporters were down or damaged. Damaged, it would have been even more dangerous to transport. No telling how he would have came out on the other end..
Eric was with his companion, his trusted friend when he died. It was all he would have wanted, he surmised, to let Ken know to take care of Corlisa and that Eric loved her
He shook his head, shaking away those thoughts. He looked back to Ken and Corlisa as she was wiping her tears, and his, away
He spoke up "As long as he wasn't alone and knowing that you would take care of Corlisa, Ken. His last thoughts were happy ones. He wouldn't want you two to mourn his death but be happy with each other and to go on with your lives, making each other happy"
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Post by LT. Ken Miller on Dec 9, 2008 17:57:16 GMT -5
He felt Corlisa hug him as she cried as she said it was OK when she let him go she wiped her tears then his "He was surrounded by my love and the love he knew you had for him"
He then hears Lon say "As long as he wasn't alone and knowing that you would take care of Corlisa, Ken. His last thoughts were happy ones. He wouldn't want you two to mourn his death but be happy with each other and to go on with your lives, making each other happy"
He looks at Lon "Yes I know now and I have you to thank for showing me that" he says
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Post by Doctor Colisa on Dec 9, 2008 19:23:36 GMT -5
She looked at Lon. "Yes we both should thank you for this. For if it wasn't for you the secret that I senced Ken keeping from me wouldn't have been exsposed and..." she looked at Ken. "your burdened eased just a little more in concerns to Eric's death."
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Post by Lt Lon Stadi on Dec 9, 2008 20:05:52 GMT -5
He smiled at both Ken and Corlisa as they both thanked him
"I am just glad I could help you through this time of crisis. I could sense something was bothering him but I couldn't determine what. The dream helped me see what it was and that allowed me to help the both of you"
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Post by LT. Ken Miller on Dec 10, 2008 8:35:49 GMT -5
Corlisa looked at Lon. "Yes we both should thank you for this. For if it wasn't for you the secret that I sensed Ken keeping from me wouldn't have been exposed and..." she then looked at him. "your burdened eased just a little more in concerns to Eric's death."
"Yes I can fell the burdened easing" he smiles
Lon then says "I am just glad I could help you through this time of crisis. I could sense something was bothering him but I couldn't determine what. The dream helped me see what it was and that allowed me to help the both of you"
"You are a good man Lon, Corlisa choice well" He says as he puts his hand on Lon's hand, he then looks at both "If you like I can give you both sometime alone?" he asks
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Post by Doctor Colisa on Dec 10, 2008 17:55:23 GMT -5
"I think right now what we need is to be in the same room or general space with each other. It seams that there has been a great weight lifted from one of us and so a celebration should be happening."
She smiled and giggled a bit.
"Do tell me that you want to enjoy life right now? I know I do, because I have been fearing the worse with you keeping that secrit in for so long."
The last part she addressed Ken directly.
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Post by LT. Ken Miller on Dec 10, 2008 18:17:20 GMT -5
He smiles at Corlisa "Yes I want to enjoy life with you and Lon, I never meant to hurt or worry you Love"
He then looks at Lon "what should we do to celebrate?"
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Post by Lt Lon Stadi on Dec 10, 2008 18:35:09 GMT -5
He sat there listening to Ken and Corlisa as the y realized their errors of keeping verything bottled up. He felt it only ate them up inside. They needed to get it out and into the open
Once they done that, he could sense the weight that was on their shoulders lifting and their burdens lighter
He then heard Ken ask if he should leave him and Corlisa alone together. He blinked at him, about to ask him why would he need to do that when Corlisa spoke up
"I think right now what we need is to be in the same room or general space with each other. It seams that there has been a great weight lifted from one of us and so a celebration should be happening."
He nodded in agreement, then she miled, giggled and addressed Ken "Do tell me that you want to enjoy life right now? I know I do, because I have been fearing the worse with you keeping that secrit in for so long."
He heard Ken's answer and then he asked him "what should we do to celebrate?"
He shook his head about to say he didn't know but then an idea came to him "Perhaps celebrate the three of us starting our lives together"? He asked
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Post by Doctor Colisa on Dec 11, 2008 11:50:06 GMT -5
" I don't know got anything special in mind gentalmen?"
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Post by Lt Lon Stadi on Dec 11, 2008 17:46:30 GMT -5
He had an idea of what he wanted to do, but with with the condition of his arm, that was not possible. Now that his arm is better, the crisis with the nightmare and the pent up feelings had taken precadance. It didn't look like he would get to bond with Corlisa anytime soon, with the healing the she and Ken needed to do
He merely looked at Ken to see what he had in mind
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Post by LT. Ken Miller on Dec 11, 2008 18:45:53 GMT -5
He smiles at them "All three of us could bond"
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Post by Lt Lon Stadi on Dec 11, 2008 20:18:12 GMT -5
He stiffened at Ken's suggestion, feeling uncomfortable with that idea. He barely knew Ken and he wanted to bond. Of course, Corlisa would be in the middle, bonding with the both of them. He knew Corlisa better but he hadn't gotten a chance to bond with her, as he just thought a moment ago
He opened his mouth to comment but then shut it again and glanced to see Corlisa's reaction instead
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